when u can count how manny times u breath in it’s bad.when u just sit in the car,u watch the road and u see nfs it’s bad.when u think u’re drunk and u open another beer it’s bad.when u almost sleep with an ex it’s bad.when u’re yourself it’s bad.when….wtf….it’s all bad.when u think it’s all bad u can only count your breaths when u’re drunk…it’s all bad.
buf…aaaa! :P
20 August 2008i am so sick of this…i am not a moron…i get it.ok so….u are one….well that sucks but i don’t have to cope with u.it’s god’s fault that u’re a moron.and that i’m stupid and mean and different.fuck it!i tought that we’re all different.
"tu crezi noi ca toti ar trebui sa ne ajutam intre noi dar nu e asa!"
bine….dar daca nu astept ajutor de la tine atunci de la cine sa astept?
close but never close enough…
19 August 2008to ending it.
nu inteleg de ce ma agat din nou si din nou de acelasi om incapabil sa ma tina.
din nou si din nou si din nou si din nou.
"u’re getting to be a habit with me"
it makes my head spin.it makes myself spit.
mi-e scarba de melodrama pe care altadata o cautam,de asteptarile pe care le aveam de la altii si nimicurile pe care le asteptam de la mine.
mi s-a parut intotdeauna mai usor sa traiesc pentru altii pentru ca am infinit mai putine lucruri de facut.o sa am 17 copii ca sa am pe cine sa arunc vina propriului meu esec.:)
i cannot live for myself.i cannot take the whole blame.
i can’t belive that all we know about the world is in fact the image painted in our brain from our own sensorial system.that means that our reality is just the result of the interpretesion of our sensorial cells.we might just all have a unique reality…la propriu….and i’m saying that i cannot live alone in mine.
if the whole universe would just become 100 times bigger in a blink of an eye would u even notice?
2006
16 August 2008
2006 ce?
nici nu mai tin minte.
ne tineam de mana?nu mai formam un "noi"?
dar am mai format un noi…sau poate nu am format niciodata unul.maybe i loved u.maybe i still do.maybe i’m drunk.maybe i just loved the u i saw.MY U.
i feel so cold.i feel like all of u are just running away from me even tough u call me,even tough u wanna see me,even tough u wanna use me,even tough nothing has changed.
i think i wanna be used because i feel so useless.
so use me!(but that won’t help me).or…don’t use me!(but the wont’t help me either)